Lately Ive been feeling more and more like I cannot relate to men. Even my close guy friends I feel awkward around. I feel like I can only be myself when I am around women. I honestly dont know how to act around men. My entire life Ive felt more feminine than masculine. I dont think I ever have.

But I dont think transgender is the right label for me. I find my penis disgusting but I dont identify as a woman.

Is there a term for what Im describing?