T, I love you too. But one part wants to push you away, another wants to believe you but is having trouble, another part feels that you love her and thinks it's great!

Why didn't you email yet? Usually you do on Thursday. I hope it was okay to tell you that medical information. It may be applicable to you, or maybe not. I only know some of your family history, and I think it's relevant.

I expect to hear from you later. If not, I'm gonna start worrying!