Today was my last session with T. It was nice, for a last session. We played a bordgame and talked a little bit during that.
She liked the pie and thought it was sweet of me.
A gave the gift at the end. She said "you're spoiling me" and that it's kind of me.
Then some last words from her. I got a bit emotional. Then goodbye. She said I'm just going to give you three kisses <3 (on the cheeks. In this country it's normal to greet or say goodbye to someone with three kisses. If you know that person well and if you want it. It difference per from person to person.) It felt nice. The gesture. It means a lot to me. To me it means that I'm not just a client, not just work, but that she does care a bit about me. I know this was just a one time thing and that's ok with me.
Now I won't see her for 5 long months.

So far I've been feeling kind of alright. I did had a moment of crying, but other than that I'm holding myself up. But I don't know how it will go for the upcoming months.