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Originally Posted by Cinnamon_Stick
My main point is that love is such a beautiful thing and I am glad I can feel my T's love and we actually talked about this yesterday and she said that our love will always be there and she will always feel it. I can see where you are coming from. When my T first told me she loved me it was so life changing and so healing. It still is but there is something special about that first time.
I am really happy you got to experience that.  |
Thank you but I am actually having trouble with her having said it. I got used to her signing her emails "love", and saying " I feel love for you." Even the "love T" in every email seems/feels a little strange. For some reason, knowing how much she cares feels really good, but her saying "I love you, rainbow" makes me uneasy. I want her to love me. It's just confusing. Hearing those actual words. I have a couple of close friends who say it to me and that's okay. I think the part of me who thinks she's just T's job is the one rejecting her words.