I've been thinking about it a lot lately. This past week, my Ts secretary called and cancelled my session twice. Im extremely worried and feel let down because my weekly visits r what keep me going. I feel happy after therapy even though Iv found out that this isnt a healthy thing. im too dependant on him and i think he knows it. so now i have transferance and am fighting emotional overload . Even the other day I got jealous when he was talking to another client and thats so not rational.