Sorry to hear this queen. It's so hard to regain consistant happiness after stimulant abuse. Nothing can ever deliver the same level of joy & excitement that stimulants can, especially meth imo. Everything becomes kind of a let down, nothing has a glitter or sparkle about it anymore. Unless I'm in a rare euphoric hypo period which never lasts in me more than 3-4 days then everything sparkles. Sex is a complete let down & I thought it was the ADs causing low libido, nope, I've been off them since before Xmas & although I did have a noticeable return of libido it's nowhere near what I used to have before meth & definatly nothing like when I was using.