Gearing up for another lonely night. It's too early to tell whether I'll be up for a long time or not. But since I couldn't nap during the day and I'm wearing my emsam patch tonight I probably will be. My mom went to bed early so I have no one to talk to. This is why I don't want to live on my own yet. I like having her to talk to, when she's around.

I gotta figure something out to get over this. I don't know if it's one of those things that's just going to take time or what. I guess it is. It just sucks.