I can't say for sure. I mean, kids never liked me, and I really became antisocial. But around four years ago, my sister kind of went crazy, and it really affected me. I think I already had things, but she triggered it. I ended up with OCD, and that was hard, and I was sad, but then I suddenly got hit with a nonstop wave of depression. A little to just too much. Now it has slowed down, but it is worse, as stated, but I think I'm going crazy. Literally. The more I try to heal, the more I talk to my Psychologist, the worse I get. Maybe I should hold it all in, but it gets worse then as well. I'm so confused!