I know I need a good group to talk tok, but it is really hard for me. You see, I have a huge problems with trust, and over thinking things. I'm a worrier. The first time I posted on here, I kind of panicked. When I tell people things, I usually think so much about it, that I start thinking of how stupid I sounded, and my mind turns to the worst possible things. I worry so much about what I said, I feel so bad. It'seems really a no win situation. It'seems like I'm just gaging on to the edge of a roof, and it'seems a longoing fall so you try to not look down, but you can't help it. One wrong move and BAM! You're done. That's kind of a good way to explain it, I guess.