not good.

i grew up in an unloving, unsupportive family. 9 times out of 10, they'd forget i was their, or when they did notice me they'd make rude remarks and make it quite clear that i was a mistake- not only to them but to society.
when i was 9 years old, i was hospitalised for a suicide attempt, and from their on, the battle to diagnose me began (with my family all the while refusing to allow me treatment)

when i was finally diagnosed, they shut me out and left me to fend for myself- so as well as a rubbish childhood, it was snatched away from me by early MI problems.

my life as it is now... just back then....