Wickedwings......I know how you feel.
I'm "there" now.
I wait, and wait....
I recently read a story about Mother Thereasa (sp?) where her journals were made public, and in them, was a cry for feel God.
In my feelings.....those of us who have felt the amazing powers of the Creator also feel a more power of seperateness.
Have you ever done a sweat?
Indians are becoming much more open to the idea of the Rainbow Tribe.....all colours of people and some are willing to share in their Spiritual activites.
Today I'm going to a Pow Wow and the drums will help wake up my Spirit.
Drums are amazing!
Maybe you could get your own drum.......let the vibration take you to Spirit.
For me, I get what I put it....sometimes I have to take the effort to do ceremony in special ways befor I can have or FEEL contact or actually have it.
I do have the faith of a mustard seed and know the Spiritual abundance again will be mine, though there are times of walking through the "dark night of the soul".
Reading Mother Thereasa's story helped me feel not so alone in it....and your story as well.
I will take your plead to the wheel and offer up sage on your behalf today Wickedwings.

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