i liked that list...
those are just some simple things that normies dont get

happens to me all the time, thats why i dont open up to anyone...
everytime i tried i was hit with either "yeah i was going through that exact same thing because of this" or "dont worry, youll be ok" or "you just need to pray, you need god in your life" or "things aren't so bad" ect ect ect

whats the point in it
they just dont get it - sure maybe they were sad before, but what i feel is not sadness... its a monster, a cthulhu... and its alive in my head, this is more than feelings and emotions...

trying to escape the beast...
trying to kill it for good...


alone