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Old Apr 02, 2016, 11:09 AM
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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul View Post
sometimes i feel like demons are inside of me/ surrounding me too...
but i lost all of my religious faith and am almost simply an atheist anymore... only thing keeping me from being an atheist is that i just cant see how there isnt more to life than this physical realm...

even if satan is attacking you, i'd give him hell...
Yeah. I guess. But I'm trying my hardest to keep my faith. I would not be here without it. Then I causes more pain. But I am still here because of it, and can heal through it. It will just take time.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.