I read your post and all of the sudden felt like I am a fraud...I can not imagine the pain you are feeling right now....I am so sorry! I wish you the best and hope that all of the medical improvements in cancer therapy will be of use to you...I lost my uncle this past week to cancer ( he is not the first to lose to that wretched disease)...I know that there are so many things that docs can do to make things better... I am really hoping that they can do something for you!

Remember that we are here for you....rain or shine.