Thank you guys. I know this post was crazy long so i appreciate the hassle. Lol.

Violet- yea it's like she's holding these screen shots over my head. If you knew her you wouldn't be surprised either. I'm going through so much right now between finances and MI. I haven't been sleeping either or leaving my room. I'm actually scared i could have another episode lately. I laid and stared at the ceiling all week and honestly thought about IP.

Gina- i honestly don't know when this convo took place because I don't even remember it period. I'm not asking a lot of questions because how embarrassed I am about it. I'm good at putting my head in the sand.

Music lover- yea maybe I will take him to an appointment. My pdoc is booked till June though!! Because of how bad I'm doing I made an appointment to see the nurse on Monday while my pdoc is working so she can consult with her while I'm there. Fingers crossed! I think at the least I need a new stabilizer now. I need my whole cocktail changed! And I'm scared for that too.

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