Sure just thought i'd throw that out there, i tend to think people are up to really sneaky stuff haha. I can see how the psychosis thing could be scary. I don't know a whole lot about it, i just got diagnoed with bp a week ago. I've had moments where i've blacked out in anger or ranting, where i don't really remember the details, but i'll remember the general idea of what i said or what happened. I guess that's not truely a black out, but everything will feel fuzzy. Under the influence though i've been out of my mind talking to myself and hearing things along with not remembering any of it, but only when i was dangerously intoxicated. Funny you mention fb i just deactivated mine today, and my first one i permenantly deleted a few years ago. I'd always delete my statuses and such. My old fb was probably filled with awful stuff from when i was a teenager. Lately it has been more of me making goofy statuses or rants about something. I feel i'm happier without one, people feel so phony on there to me and it gets on my nerves.

Anyway i hope this works out for you, don't get too down on yourself, stuff happens we're only people...