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Originally Posted by Icare dixit
Have you also be diagnosed with DID?
I think owning your behaviour, not allowing your self/soul to be torn or splintered (if I understand you correctly) is the most heavily thing you can do. You sound very wise, certainly for someone without a moral compass.
Better to be wary than naive. Better to have your own beliefs than naively believing what others say. Better to accept being damaged than to expect a full mental normalisation/reorganisation, to be normal and/or ill.
You don't sound crazy, if crazy is unwise. You sound very intelligent and wise.
I wish you all the best. You are loved!
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Thank you for your kind words
Just recently I was diagnosed with some Dissociative Disorder NOS. Irony is I "zoned" out because I was uncomfortable and my ADD has been off the charts lately. She had me fill out an MMPI and I'm awaiting results so I will have something concrete to read and not just an opinion.
And I do have a moral compass it's just very skewed and small.
BUT I don't like being hurt so I won't hurt another person I don't even kill bugs if I can help it. I hate being lied to so I don't lie(
unless I REALLY REALLY want something and it's required to manipulate the situation but I still won't tell a direct boldfaced lie I simply only highlight the facts that lead to me getting what I want) So I guess my moral compass is kinda the golden rule but skewed in my favor. If I don't/didn't like it being done to me then why would I inflict it on someone else? And I hate rudeness for rudeness's sake. what's it cost to just be respectful and polite?
But I guess from a doc's standpoint I'm crazy because I don't fit into(
unless I act and I'm a superb actress) or have the "normal" values of most of society and I don't care that I don't.