Thanks guys.
I'm just so upset because the woman who wrote that into my file interviewed me before seeing the therapist and she said, "I don't think you're bipolar." And now ever therapist I have talked to there after that women has seen that "profile" and never brought it up to me. They have showed that therapy "isn't about bipolar disorder" even though I'm actually a very smart and sane person when I'm on medication.
I was just upset because I feel that one line can change the entire therapy process. I feel like these people could be treating me like so one who is wanting to have some sort of disease or someone who want some kind of attention.
My psychiatrist (the one with the med school degree) knew for sure that I was bipolar (and hypo manic) when he met me. He also pointed out that it clearly runs in my family which I found shocking but true.
I feel like the institution that I am seeing therapists at is lousy. I also feel that I truly don't need therapy anymore and the therapy is starting to make me look for problems that are not there.
Also the psychological testing woman asked me if I was on medication after I was upset that j had been diagnosed with bipolar and I told her that I'm on lithium and Seriquil and my dosages. She wrote everything down and continued to interrogate me about what I felt like when I was manic or depressed as if she was trying to catch me in some lie. I feel like I'm being accused of stealing even though I haven't.
As far as I am concerned, my therapy at that institution has been... Compromised.
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