Thank you for being willing to talk about our rupture again. I've apologized profusely for my part but I still don't really understand why you made me feel so crappy and let me sit in it. It was probably the most rejected that I've ever felt in my life!

I know that you were angry with me but how can you say that your anger did not make you respond the way that you did? You said that you felt connected during that time, I felt like I wanted to leave and never come back! I just don't understand how we could feel so differently.

The other day when I asked if you were still mad at me, you had to think for a few seconds and then said that you weren't. I don't get that either, WTF were you thinking about during those few seconds???

Overall I really like you and hope that we can get back to where we were when I felt comfortable sharing things that made me feel really vulnerable.