It can get so bad he can't stay with me just when I'm impulsive, angry, and having violent thoughts. I don't like him around when I'm short tempered. I haven't had violent thoughts towards others in over a month. I prefer him with family when we're both extremely depressed too. I would never get rid of the shot as it got rid of my ED. Even if I start meds today I'll only be at 100mg of lamictal by the appointment. So should I move the pdoc appointment out until I'm on 200mg?