That's right, it's mah birfday ....

... and going over some old posts of mine I realize ... I'm as stuck today as I have been for a long, long time. Things I want to change are not changing, and I'm pretty fed up. Not fed up enough to get off my rear and change things apparently, just fed up enough to sit here in a mood of passive resignation and mild, grinding annoyance at it all, while staring at the wall. Happy blahday to me.

I'm not looking for hugs. I want to pull my issues out of my head and stomp them into submission once and for all. I'm sorta numb, sorta angry, but mostly just want to eat something sweet and go back to bed.