but only in my head.

i've planned my entire funeral- from the songs i want, to the food, to what i want done with my body, everything.. my question is, why?

i'm only in my late 20's, and on 1 hand- i don't think i should be planning/ talking about funerals ( suppose it's depressing in itself and does not make you feel any better anyway), but on the other hand i'm all ready suicidal, and who knows what's going to happen- i need to plan these things in advance.

but do you think it's too early to start doing this?

i've explained why i think it is/ isn't, but could i get all your opinions?

has anyone else done like me and planned their funeral in their heads, down to the last detail?

thanks..