I stopped smoking meth almost 3 years ago & I'm still trying to figure out how to live my life sober. I hate to say it but things have gotten much worse & I hope it's a get worse before you get better kind of situation. I'm not totally sober, I still smoke marijuana daily but it's incredibly difficult to give up that crutch which helped me overcome methamphetamine. Like rxqueen I still need to figure out how to deal with negative emotion & boredom without turning to substances. I think rehab would have done me a lot of good but it's too late now.