I am very lazy. I don't know if this is a personal trait of mine or if it have to due with depression.
I have so much to do and I can't do it right away, I avoid everything until I have no other choice. I am missing the due time of a lot of things, I can't keep track of everything. I have to finish my thesis, I have to tell if I am going to the ceremonies of finalist students. I have others works to do, I have so much to study, some paid classes to attend... And while everyone else can manage it, I postpone my duties, or I don't pay attention to the important dates and I keep missing stuff or I stress about missing them. I am never sure if I am not missing something.
The information doesn't stick so I have to check it repeatedly, what I end up not doing.
I am so stressed about little things that I feel overwhelmed and I don't know where to turn and what to do.
I have to be responsible but I can't, I make mistakes all the time. Sometimes I do list of what I have to do, but other times I can't. Other times I just forget about every responsibility and I procrastinate...
I want to be more organized, I want to keep track of my life and, well, I can't hire a secretary to keep me aware of what I have to do. What should I do?
I was about to miss the finalist dance because I didn't get my name on the list on time, because I was sure I could do it until the end of these week. It happens the I had to do it until last Tuesday... I resolved this one problem, but I am afraid about what I didn't do yet.
I feel like I have no time to do what I have to do, I feel stressed about it and it feels that is harder to do them.