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Originally Posted by Wanderlust90
I stopped smoking meth almost 3 years ago & I'm still trying to figure out how to live my life sober. I hate to say it but things have gotten much worse & I hope it's a get worse before you get better kind of situation. I'm not totally sober, I still smoke marijuana daily but it's incredibly difficult to give up that crutch which helped me overcome methamphetamine. Like rxqueen I still need to figure out how to deal with negative emotion & boredom without turning to substances. I think rehab would have done me a lot of good but it's too late now.
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The struggle to get completely clean had been years in the making for me. I was trying to figure it all out for years. So it damn sure does not get better over night, or years sometimes. Just don't give up. It's still hard as hell sometimes. I still get bored, and become an emotional wreck & want it so bad. I just try my hardest to do something to take my mind of it, even if it means being alone in the bed.
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Addiction Recovery, Anxiety Disorder, Depression, OCD.