I understand wanting to know what your actual diagnosis is because it determines the treatment you'll receive. The wrong treatment is damaging. If I'd followed my last pdocs advice (had let her bully me into it!) I'd be in rough shape right now!

Honestly, I think I just have depression with severe anxiety, and the anxiety is what caused my psychotic episode last year.

I wish I could find a pdoc who would take my anxiety more seriously. Maybe this next one will.

Anyway, I hope you can find the right diagnosis and start feeling better.