The weekend was full of ups and downs. Friday was kind of nice, I went to my parent's house after work to visit with my mom. I ended up staying long enough that my brother came to visit too, and we were still there when my dad got home from work. Then they were all going shopping together, so I went home to my bf so we could do our own shopping. I guess Saturday was pretty good as well. A friend of ours came over a couple times to hang out, and then later in the day another friend came over. It was cold and nasty out, so I was happy to not leave the apartment.

Yesterday was bad though. I was agitated and restless all day, but couldn't figure out anything to do. I tried some cross-stitching, and video games, but they got boring quickly. BF helped me make bread, which is something I had really wanted to do this weekend, and that left me drained. I just couldn't stop crying all day. Today hasn't been much better. I was super anxious when we got up this morning, and I still felt anxious when I got back up for work later. I was fighting tears all the way until I got into my office, and I'm still fighting some. I just feel like there's this dark cloud over me today and I just can't shake it. I'm anxious about my appointment with t Wednesday morning.