I feel good today! I started out slow, like the past few days, but since I had made my bed when I got up this morning, when I went to go lay back down I saw the smooth covers and decided it would be just as easy to get dressed than it would be to get back in the bed and have to do the covers again later.
So I did that instead and walked down to the gas station and bought some chips, a Pepsi, and a Black and Mild. I brought my dog and three cats out to the yard and sat out there with them as they played and I consumed my stuff. It was a beautiful sunny day and I played some Jimi Hendrix on my phone.
This is how I like to wake up on my days at home. The world can judge me for it being unhealthy or 'lazy'. I don't care anymore. It made me happy and that's what it takes to keep me going on my responsibilities.
Now I'm going back and forth between reading my assignments for the week, playing a game on my tablet, and maybe even cleaning the house a bit. I've got Coheed playing and I'm smoking a bowl. Later I'll probably have a few glasses of wine that we got from a wedding we went to this weekend.
I'm a tiny bit worried that my happy day might be mania creeping up since its April, but I'll put that out of my head until and unless I don't sleep tonight, which I don't foresee being a problem.
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A tamed mind is the key to happiness.
-Fortune Cookie
Med Free Since June 30th, 2016 due to a miscarriage. Sweet child of mine, you have set me free.
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