I understand what you're saying, Asuyaka. I've often felt the same way you are expressing yourself. Oftentimes I wonder how some of the people on here can continue living day after day. My Dx is "only" depression and anxiety.

Do you have a therapist? Therpay can be a tough row to hoe, but the only way out of some problems is THROUGH. I've proven that to myself.

Please don't apologize for what you do or don't do. This is a support board full of wonderful people that are here to get as well as give support. We, more than others, tend to understand these things better.

We know that everyone is at a different place in their journey and for the most part, are tolerant and even accepting of other's journies.

Please try to post a little more, as you can, and you'll see that people here do understand and are willing to lend a hand... and sometimes a heart, too.