Thank you September... I used to have one... only diagnosed with OCD and PDD-NOS (Autistic spectrum...) because according to my mum I hated water... I didn't hate water, I just hated shampoo in my eyes. That's another story...

Thank you, I get anxious, I get scared, and I beat myself up... and I know I do it, and then I beat myself up (mentally) because I do...

I'm just afraid of someone thinkign I'm doing this for attention, or shruggign me off...