Thread: Stable and in control
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Old Apr 04, 2016, 06:35 PM
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Originally Posted by pirilin View Post
That is the big disadvantage of knowing that you are sick. Always questioning.
Nobody is in control of anything. It's always the enemy controlling everything.
Feeling (that is, as if I am) in control.

I never believe in control. Helps with other delusions/truths.
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