(((sunrise)))

that was beautiful. i especially liked these lines:

>How my deflections
>Both hid my pain and
>Scattered your vision

sometimes they miss, huh. i get this mental picture of a two year old holding out its arms needing desperately to be picked up and the person is oblivious... ugh.

i sent my t an email once about my being scared he would coax me to sleep in his arms only to put me down somewhere while he goes to do something else and then something bad gets me. :-(

its scary.

will you look back if heruns after you and puts one hand (safely) on your elbow?

?

human frailty.

******* it can hurt

:-(