Lately nothing seems to be going right for me. I lost my job recently, have had to accept that I need help for my anger problems/occasional self-harm (hitting myself), I'm out of college so I don't feel like I'm working toward a serious goal anymore, and my friends just seem to have become more distant. I just really don't feel like I have much of a reason to look forward to any day and even if I have something fun planned for the day I feel like I don't deserve it because I'm not being productive enough. I almost feel like if I could up and leave where I am now that it would be like leaving behind nothing and that no one would honestly care that much. I don't know I just can't take much more of this. I've been starting to get help for my issues and I'm job searching every day, but who knows how long it's gonna be until I'm better and employed again. And I don't know if my friends don't like me as much anymore or if I annoy them or something, but it's really been bothering me because I don't know if I feel I can count on many of them anymore for support. Does anyone else feel really low like this? I know I can't be the only one.