Zenobia -

"My advice, having been in both the situations you have spoken of, end your internet relationship. Go to a therapist and deal with your feelings about your move, your wife, your life. Face it head on because if you do not come to an understanding of what went wrong this time you will be doomed to repeat it over and over again. You might as well put the effort into the first marriage rather then in the 3rd or 4th. Trust me, the effort is worth it. "

I'm afraid it's gone beyond simply that. I don't know how it got worse, but it did. Last night my wife told me that on a pervious dream, I left her. She woke up so upset that she couldn't talk to me about it. Not until we had a heart to heart. What bothered me about it was why she had to wait to tell me. She also threatened me to leave the apartment three times that night. I had to confront her to on that and ask her why she was so ready to give up on our marriage, especially since she has all the control. I don't even have my own bank account or my own credit cards.

The person who I've cheated on also had a dream that she told me about. In this dream she and I were married. She told me that it was very vivid. right to the last detail. The stubble on my face.

This isn't good for anyone, I'm afraid. I'm going to have to take the fall and just be prepared to lose everything. Althought deep down I know I won't lose everything. I bought this on myself. How could I have been so stupid and let this happen?