I have this man that I am madly in love with, and he says he is in love with me. We met in April, moved in together in June, he gave me an engagement ring in July. He has been so supportive with my bipolar (I'm getting ECT) Lately he has been acting DIFFERENT. Not mean or abusive, just different. Not as loving and attentive. I dont expect that all the time, its just that this is the first man I have been with that hasnt abused me in some way. Now I am trying to figure out what is wrong with ME. I must have done something wrong, or I'm just a big loser. I have self esteem issues anyways. Nothing has really changed. My mood has been pretty stable, and I am not acting bipolar lately. But still, I must be doing something wrong. He says nothing is wrong, but I feel in my gut something is. Does anybody have any ideas? I love him so much, my heart feels like it is breaking. The funny thing is, he isnt breaking it. I just know I am doing something wrong, or something is wrong with me.......