Yeah, I feel that way sort of. I didn't have a job for a few months, and I spent all that time at home. The highlight of my day would be if one of my two friends wanted to do something after they finished work, but it seemed like they were often busy with other things. I tried not to be annoying by expecting to much support from my friends.

Are you taking medicine or getting some kind of help? You are certain to improve if you will keep trying. It sounds like you are young, so that will help too. Good luck.