I'm mourning the loss of my vyvanse script right now. I told pdoc how high strung I've been and hinted towards my stimulant that they've been comfortable renewing every month. In a way, I was tattling on myself in hopes to an end. She said "well simple! We'll quit the vynanse". I admit I started to shake and my heart started to pound. And you know what I did when I left there?? Went out and got adderall for a "one last night I swear!"

I'm still processing what this will mean. I'm still freaking out but this is also my chance to stop the cycle of binge, sleep, wash, repeat. I'm seeing some sort of light here (or is that my buzz?[emoji12]). I'm actually grieving here I think.

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