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Originally Posted by x123
Yeah, I feel that way sort of. I didn't have a job for a few months, and I spent all that time at home. The highlight of my day would be if one of my two friends wanted to do something after they finished work, but it seemed like they were often busy with other things. I tried not to be annoying by expecting to much support from my friends.
Are you taking medicine or getting some kind of help? You are certain to improve if you will keep trying. It sounds like you are young, so that will help too. Good luck. 
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I'm not taking any medicine, but I've been talking to my old youth pastor recently every week about my issues. I haven't gotten any professional help yet, but I may still do it. I want to see what comes out of talking to my youth pastor first though because I think it's been helping. And yes I am 24 recently having graduated college. I got fired from my first real job because of my issues. They didn't work with me on anything and never gave me any indication that anything was wrong, but after talking around I found out that was most likely the reason why I was let go. I just hope I can find some kind of purpose and be productive again. But also I just feel like I meet so many people and very few of them stay in my life for a long time and can be considered real friends. So many thoughts just eat away at me and it's hard to deal with them all.