Prozac made me suicidal. It was the most horrible drug I've ever taken. My baseline is horrible suicidal depression and it hangs over me all the time like a big black cloud that you can damn near see. After about 8 days on Prozac EVERYONE around me was telling me how much better I was. BUT what it did was turn that black cloud inward. AND it shorted something out in my brain. I couldn't cry all I could do was smile and nod. Inside I was screaming and dying and outside I was the best I'd been since I was a child. My every waking moment was spent contemplating how I was going to kill myself. Then I'd go to sleep and dream about it.... if it were actually true that if you die in your sleep you die IRL then I wouldn't be here. At day 23 I knew it was me or it and I flushed them down the toilet.

I will never ever take that crap again.