Thanks y'all. I didn't see this post until now. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me so I could get the right help. I don't care if I'm bp or bpd or both or none, I just want to get better and get the right treatment bc so far nothing has worked. I will just have to wait for a pdoc appt. I just don't have much faith in this guy. It's a free clinic bc I don't have health ins. and well I get what I pay for. Thanks for saying this though, maybe I won't come off the meds cold turkey, just slowly