sorry it has taken me so long to respond. I haven't been in a good place lately and my home computer isn't working. I don't believe that you are a bad person for exploring other belief systems. I think that God is more forgiving than that and therefore I certainly have no right to throw stones. You have not scared me or changed my mind about talking with you. I enjoy our conversations, but i don't want to pry or preach. That's not what i'm here for. I'm just a fellow traveler on a sometimes horrible path.