Have I ever felt this way? I would have to say I have due to both some similar and somewhat different circumstances. I guess everyone's circumstances are different in ways; however, how many different emotions can a person feel as a result? Not many! If I could pinpoint the emotion causing this I would be pointed in the right direction. I feel like I am unable to care for myself sometimes and actually feel totally disabled at times due to the way I have been raised. How much help can a parent actually provide until you are completely dependent on them for the rest of your life? Also, what do you do when your only sibling won't ever talk to you for two seconds because she seems to consider her life is so perfect and seems to think mine is so screwed up!!!

I have a notion of how to improve the situation; however, my gosh, what a situation to be in!!!