I feel that my parents are not happy with themselves, they have this routine life, they never go out just work and come home. They don't have friends because they don't make friends. They're always complaining about feeling lonely, yet they have all these opportunities to go out themselves and enjoy their own company but they don't do that, they need other people or me there to boost their happiness. And that inflicts my own sometimes, because when we're together it's all fine until they find some sort of problem to start an issue. And this also creates issues with my own relationship. I feel like they're jealous of my fiance, and they're still attached to me they want to be near us and we try to work things out but then when we do there's always some sort of petty argument.

They call me almost every day.. and just because I stated my opinion of them moving again, my dad hasn't called me days now. I called my mom try to explain to her again why I feel this way and she just starts arguing back then she plays psychology with me starts sending me family photos. Or act like nothing happened, or use phrases like, "When you have kids, you're going to understand" I don't know if to give them their space and not call .. that's another problem if I don't call them or let three days past it's an issue. It's driving me insane, and then I feel guilty I start thinking "oh but they're my parents, they're getting old, one day they're going to pass away and I am going to miss them etc".

For once in my life, I feel free. I don't feel trapped anymore the way I did growing up with them because they were so protective