You sound like you are feeling undesired or unwanted.

I understand that being a virgin can make you feel like nobody desires you. I was a virgin until I was 24 and my fiancee was a virgin until she was 28. Feeling like I was undesirable, worse still unlovable, was something I struggled with.

However, as hard as it is to understand now, it is important to remember that sex isn't everything. Once you have sex more regularly you'll likely get bored of it and start to think of it as an enjoyable, but not critical, part of your life.

Live your life as best you can in the meantime