t,

i texted you to ask if things are ok between us and if you were really that mad at me...
you said things are ok between us and that you are just glad i am ok.

honestly, i think you should be mad at me and it is ok if you are. for real.

i hope to move past this and learn from it T. i hope i can earn your trust again... im sorry i essentially lied to you for this long. i feel extremely bad about it. all of it.

i am so sorry to you, to everyone i was lying to , even myself.

just...um..yeah...

i dunno

me