I'm probably irrationally ashamed of my sense of humor, the childish, innocent, stupid things I laugh at. It's not bad, I know, but I still feel inferior to those who brag about their dark, sick sense of humor, or who look at the things I find hilarious and consider them juvenile or obnoxious.

Also, other thought from earlier today: there's a nearby clinic that offers sliding fee counseling. I'm considering signing up, but really, I don't trust at all that they'll help me. I don't know if I can be helped.