I lost my mother 5 months ago she was not abusive she was abused by her father so when I started turning into a man she change towards me. I was heat broken and this brought so many bad feeling for my father who was abusive to me and my mother I held back but truly wanted to lay into him a couple of months later I had to put my Dog down I had him for 17 years and was truly my best friend I have been on my own around the age of 15 so my dog was the only thing that stayed with me the longest I'm so sad about my mom and my pet well 2 days ago I get the call my father had gone for a walk and feel. He had an anuerizem he past the next night I didn't think his passing would upset me he abused me from the time I was 5 until after he tried kill the children so he could have my mom to himself needless to say that was a time in my life I could go on a bought how he was but I doesn't matter I'm just taken aback why I'm grieving my father is it just left over sadness from loosing so much so fast just wondering if anyone has issue's with the loss of a abusive parent thanks