I also need to do the MRI (head) and I'm also afraid. I struggle to do the call and make an appointment. Yet it's gonna be my first time. I'm scared that it's gonna last for like 40 min and I will get a panic attack or throw up. I have neurological problems. I hit my head three times in my life, one was when a guy pushed me from this 2m high wall by accident and fell after me, because I managed to grasp his shoulder, he literally fell on my face with his body and broke my nose. That was like 2 yrs ago. Then I slipped like two times and hit my head very hard. Since then I get severe headaches, especially at night. I also have tinnitius, small seizures and high head pressure, body parts numbness and things like that. The reason could be also my thyroid and cervical spine issues, but I need to check. My grandma also had this genetical disorder called ataxia which I could inherit. I'm scared of brain tumour/general brain injuries as hell. I can't afford being sick like that, I can't afford being physically disabled. I've seen my boss almost dying from aneurysm, it was terrible.

So i understand you saying ,,If I need surgery I don't know what I'm going to do". But as baseline said, you gonna be a beautiful bride no matter what.

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