Thanks everyone!
You're all right.

Clairerobin, everything you said is true. I blame myself sometimes as well because I have to learn to let go of certain thoughts. I know deep inside that I've done nothing wrong at all, but my parents will find a way to make me feel so guilty and terrible.

It seems like my parents are tired of each other. They truly do not know how to have a good time with themselves. As a matter of fact, when I spoke with my dad and told him my opinion he said, "I cannot live like this anymore just me and your mom everyday seeing each other, sometimes you need family too".

And I agree to a certain extent, but they take this to a whole another level. They want to move here and I don't even have a month living here!! The fact that my dad hasn't called me in 5 days just because I told him how I felt proves that he has this mentality that I have to agree with everything he says.

I bet he's waiting for me to call otherwise he won't. My parents have always manipulated me, and they've injected this thought in my brain that they are the way they are because they love me. I don't even know how to treat them anymore, I've behave so well with them and for what for them to stop talking to me the minute I do or say something they don't agree with.

I read on Emotional Blackmail, thank you for pointing that out Bill3, didn't even know something that so perfectly explains what I've been through existed.