I don't believe one should play doctor and try to figure out what to prescribe to themselves. That is what your doctor is for. Just describe your concerns and symptoms to your doctor and discuss with them what they think is best for you. It is okay to ask them questions about the medication they suggest.

I also have to ask what you mean about faulty thinking? By who's judgement is your thinking 'faulty'? Is this truly a psychiatric problem or are you surrounded by people who have different opinions than you? Or are you using the word 'faulty' to describe hallucinations or psychotic thoughts?